Hi Philip,
I read your musings about missed opportunities.
Take from this old lady...its turning 50 that forces one to examine their life.
Very few of us are completely pleased with all the choices we've made.
I studied Art after fighting with my parents who wished me to either be a teacher or a stenographer.
I did love it but talk about earning a living...it was difficult! I ended up as an Interior Designer after returning to school when my children were older. The bucks were somewhat better.
Remember when it's being an Artist, Musician, or a Poet... "Fuhgeddaboudit"!
Sadly, the world thinks the joy of creating should be enough of a reward.
You are a wonderful writer.
Happy New Year